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sometimes i don't even know what i'm saying...
i often contradict myself To see a World in a grain of sand,
And a Heaven in a wild flower, Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand, And Eternity in an hour. ~ william blake ~ |
Thursday, August 31, 2006excruciation
it's painful to wait. not knowing the outcome. no news is bad news. i feel terrible. i'm dying to get out of my job. it's sad. i've no motivation to work. dread going to work & look forward to going home everyday. no job satisfaction. tsk tsk.
but i know if and when the time comes, i'll miss dearly the people. where else can i possibly find colleagues (only a handful but gd enough) who will specially give me a ride/pick me up when i made a distress call? the very same ones i 'bully' every now and then. the ones who will banter with me, cracked jokes (sometimes yellow ones but i've learnt to hold my own) to make me laugh, grin and withstand my nagging & scolding (i can be a tad brash) ... sigh. i need to pick myself up and at least try to pretend to be more upbeat. =) duh. |
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Now we know why you've turned yellow over the years.
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