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sometimes i don't even know what i'm saying...
i often contradict myself To see a World in a grain of sand,
And a Heaven in a wild flower, Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand, And Eternity in an hour. ~ william blake ~ |
Tuesday, June 19, 2007goodbye and hello part 1
it was a little rushed. one moment, we were still hand in hand. next moment, we were at opposite ends of the table. we didn't really get to have a proper farewell. the parting was swift. i felt a little sorry that our union had to end prematurely.
my dear, if you haven't fail to perform where it matters the most, i could possibly still look past your shortcomings (such as your incomprehension of chinese language) and lived with you for at least another year. to be quite honest, you have your strengths too or i wouldn't have fallen in love with you back then. you're good-looking, possess a fair bit of assets and tech-savvy capabilities, fun to play with, etc. but recently, you're beginning to regress in the communications department. you seems kind of spaced out and not connecting with the world. i have to repeatedly nudge you and cajole you to get some response from you. you say you're busy. what are you so busy with that you're ignoring me and wouldn't even help send out my messages? you're returning to your old erratic self, only this time it's worse. you wouldn't even let me access my phone records! i'm irritated and i have enough of your nonsense. there's no point in us seeking help at the doctor. much as i find it hard to erase the memories we shared together, i've braced my heart. we can't be together anymore if i can't even trust and count on you on my most basic needs. so goodbye, my dear benq-siemens ef81 |
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2 Comments:
Good one!
I spent the first half wondering what you were referring to.
Haha... and welcome SE w850. :D
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